Tuesday, July 30, 2013

This is hard work.

Two kids, one mom.

This is hard stuff people! I finally had my emotional break down yesterday while chugging another glass of wine, (I'm not an alcoholic...yet).

There's only one mommy, and I'm supposed to feed, diaper, wash, put to sleep, spend quality time, dress.... TWO children. And in the midst of that if I find a MOMENT to myself it's a miracle.

Especially on the days the newborn decides to eat every hour. God forbid I try to shower myself.

On top of that, I'm supposed to make dinner.............EVERY night. This 3 meals a day thing is a bunch of crap. Isn't 1 good enough? And can't that 1 meal a day be a lunchable?

When I'm not doing any of those things, I'm washing cloth diapers, (which is why willow is temporarily in sposies), or 2 baskets of laundry a day...at least, OR cleaning, because the dishes are piled a mile high every day, and there are crumbs all over the floor from my two year old, and cat hair all over the carpet from the dang cat.

I'm a mess, I don't know how I went a month before losing it. Maybe cuddling my adorable babies was enough to keep me sane.

But now I'm done, now I'm ready for these kids to be 18 and go off to college, or put them in daycare and work full time. I know this is just a phase, we will figure out a routine soon.

So there's my vent for the day.

Anyway, here's my cute baby!

Friday, July 19, 2013

Changes in life.

I've been thinking a lot about my blog, and I feel like some major changes need to take place!
When I started this adventure, I was a newlywed, no kids, working full time as a stylist, traveling, dressing in adorable dresses.

And now, I'm a stay at home mom of two, you guys do NOT want to see what I wear day to day.

It's usually just my underwear and a nursing tank, and even when I go out it's a v-neck and maternity shorts, because I had a baby 3 weeks ago and my pre preg shorts don't fit yet. *face of agony*

Here she is, Willow Laila, born June 29, 7 pounds 7 ounces! Cutest little girl I've ever seen :)

I don't have a disposable income to spend on modcloth dresses, and most of the wouldn't look good on my post partum body anyway!
I have decided to make my blog less fashion and more about my life in general, life with a two year old and a new born, life trying to find flattering clothes with DDD milk boobs, life with cloth diapering and baby wearing, and also about make up and fashion! A mix of everything :)
 I will also be sharing my post baby weight loss journey, AGAIN ;) 

Anyway, there's an update, hoping to write more soon, instead of posting every 6 months when I actually wear a cute outfit. haha.